I'm sick of all you immature people. I'm sick of people who jump to conclusions, make generalisations and make judgements with incomplete information.
I'm sick of all you people who pretend to be my friends, "attempt" to "like" me, try to make insignificant small talk, inconsequential and meaningless chatter. If you don't like me, just say it. Show it. I don't like you either.
It's amazing how people can make decisions and pass a verdict after hearing one side of the story. Just because I don't have anyone to back me up, doesn't mean I'm a pushover. You can talk all that crap and bullshit about me to make others feel better, to make yourself feel better. Sacrifice me to satisfy your insecurities. Hurt me, kill me, destroy me to satiate yourself. After all, I'm just a worthless piece of garbage. It has happened before, I'm used to it. Go on, do your worst.
I don't have any friends in this place, not because I cannot make any, but because you all disgust me. If you see me with my REAL friends and my classmates you will know what true friendship means, not superficial relationships. Go on, judge with what you cannot see and with whatever gossip and bullshit you hear. I don't expect you all to be able to do any better.
Stop lying to me. I don't have the patience for that. If you think I don't know what you all are thinking whenever you see me then you are direly wrong. I know I'm not perfect. But I hate it when people think they are. You all obviously think you do because you guys are so "great", since I'm not "worth your time". You guys don't realise how ugly you are inside. That pains me and makes me sick. It's disgusting having to work with the lot of you.
I hate you all. I can't wait for the 11th of May to come and end. I won't have to see all you fakers ever again. Don't try to act chummy with me. I know you all don't like me. Since day one I was never given a chance. I know. Don't pretend, don't try to mask it. I'm sick and tired of all the acting. I hate all of you too.
Screw off.
"High Road" by Fort Minor feat. John Legend
These people are running off at the mouth
Trying to convince me that I'm running on empty
Trying to convince themselves that the record with Jay was a fluke
That the record that I'm making is a mistake
And I can't take this
Let me tell you where I'm at with this
You bastards are gonna have to take back that shit
I'm not plastic and fake, when I make tracks
I take facts and lay 'em out for the masses
You assholes are gonna see soon that I'm not playing
And start asking me the names that I'm not saying
But I'm trying to be bigger than the bickering
Bigger than the petty name calling
Under the breath talking
Rumours and labels and categorization
I'm like a struggling doctor; no patience
But you can say what you want about me
Keep talking while I'm walking away
You can say what you have to say
'Cause my mind's made up anyway
I'm taking the high road, going above you
This is the last time that I'm gonna trust you
You can say what you have to say
'Cause my mind's made up anyway
All that bullshit you talk might work a lot
But it's not gonna work today
You people are running off at the mouth
Trying to make me take myself off safety
Trying to make my friends turn their backs
On the team we've built
Building up some mistaken information
And I can't take this
Let me spell it out plain for you, angry groups
Complaining 'bout the things we do
I'm not changing direction
I'm stepping my game up
Maintaining my name, same way that I came up
You're gonna see soon that I'm not playing
And start asking me the names that I'm not saying
But I'm trying not to mention the names of
People who wanna siphon attention, you like the hype but
Pretending you're part of the picture won't pass
You're like a high school dropout; no class
And you can say what you want about me
Keep talking while I'm walking away (bitch)
You can say what you have to say
'Cause my mind's made up anyway
I'm taking the high road, going above you
This is the last time that I'm gonna trust you
You can say what you have to say
'Cause my mind's made up anyway
All that bullshit you talk might work a lot
But it's not gonna work today
Why does it always have to be
Somebody's always watching me
All I really need is some room to breathe
Breathe, breathe
Is anybody out there listening
'Cause I can't stand to keep this in
All I really want I'll say again
Yeah, yeah
You can say what you have to say
'Cause my mind's made up anyway
I'm taking the high road, going above you
This is the last time that I'm gonna trust you
You can say what you have to say
'Cause my mind's made up anyway
All that bullshit you talk might work a lot
But it's not gonna work today
"You'll Never Walk Alone"
Archangel
