Incredible. Talked to this friend for so long... Shes so cool. Can talk about anything, everything. Though i think, after talking abit about the heavy topics, i lost my drive to go back to talking stupid lingoish. Still, i think i made a really cool friend. Not everyone will talk about their life with a person they know for lets say, 1, 2 months and chatted with like 4, 5 times. It is still too early to say if she will be a close friend (yeah, i mean close, nthg to do with bgr), considering i don't know how i will fare when talking to her one on one. Cause I can talk the whole day, non-stop with really close friends. Well, the only bad thing that happened, I sacrificed the time i planned for my chem to talk to her.... Gosh... Need to mug...

Well, i think it is an accomplishment, considering i definitely need more female friends. Well, i guess its a worthy sacrifice of part of my personality which i lost along the way. My social circle, i command you to widen. Complain, you will not, for im in total control. Muahahah

Still, i need friends whom i can just sit with, and don't talk at all. Its like silent communication. I have one friend whom I could do that in the past. Think i have changed quite a lot, cuz i am no longer the silent guy like lst time. Sacrifice...

Don't read this cause it is some msg of hate. Should be in another post, but in case i forget*Wah, i am starting to dislike someone in class. I will definitely not show it, but i don't think i will want to have anything to do with him after this year. Who does he think he is. Gives that stupid look like he is serious when he knows best that he is not. Think that whatever others say is a suan or sthg. So what if somebody has a poorer command of english? Does it mean you have the right to poke that guy abt it? All the time? Laugh at it, and get over it. Don't act like im insulting your intelligence, as much as i think you have little of it now... *

And the special girl? Well, maybe, i'll just stay at the circumference that define friends. And wait. Maybe, like what a friend say, the feeling will die. Which is good. In a way. I hope.

Yawnz