"l love you without knowing how... or when... or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride.
I love you because I know no other way than this.
So close... that your hand on my chest is my hand.
So close that when you close your eyes... I fall asleep."
A simple word, denoted by the L, the O, the V, the E, has caused so many complications, complexities in life. I, in no way, think thts bad. It is a feeling that gives us hope in times of distress, yet ironically, it is the cause of most of our distress too. My distress... To love something is because it has given you a pleasant feeling, regardless of whether directly or indirectly. I love chocolates, cause the warm and sweet never fail to pick me up. I love science, because the thought process interest me, and also because im comforted that what i am doing would help the lives of many other people in the future. Love, as it seems, is just a simple a feeling.
Yet, in life, there are always exceptions. And in the case of love, there is no exception. (Paradox....) To love someone, it means so much more. A love from a parent comes without condition. It is a selfless act for the best of the child, and for that, we must love them back till the end of time. The love often results in sacrifices, and it may not be a pleasant feeling, especially if the undying love is not reciprocated. And that is where complexity arise. When love no longer brings with it the pleasure we seek. When all that love brings is hatred and dissent. When there is nothing worthy of our love.
To declare such a conclusion is definitely too harsh, since love has once again proved to be more than just a simple feeling of pleasure. To love someone, it is no longer for one's own happiness, but for the happiness of that special someone. Love should never be selfish, never caged. Let it soar, because true love can only be found where the soul belongs. Our heart. To imprison love would mean to lose our soul, our heart, and ultimately, our love.
So philosophical, yesh. They are subconsciously written to relieve the strees which my heart has experienced. My heart, me stress. It pains, to finally confirm what I fear*. As thankful as i am that it lasted for such a short while, it still aches. Aching not because it is over, but because of the clash between logic and heart. Aching because she deserve so so much more. Aching because she doesn't know. Behind the facade of a guy who talks about girls, he is really troubled by one. Just one, girl...
Affairs of the heart is never easy to deal with, and the best wayt to do so, is to treat it with maturity. Do not turn back, do not regret. Take a stand and do it.
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