I can't wait for the cts to be over. i know tat's how everyone feels, i know tat's how i always feel before the cts, but all the same, i can't wait for the cts to be over. the light at the end of the "tunnel" seems so alluring when you are stuck deep in the middle of the tunnel, and it becomes downright dazzling when you are nearing it, but the moment you poke your head out in the sunlight, you forget that you were ever in the tunnel. it's only when you reach the next tunnel that you realize how dark it is in the tunnel compared to the outside. Its the same for exams i guess. the o levels was one hell of a long tunnel, but you forgot how dark and winding that tunnel was once you were done with it. Perhaps you remembered for a while, but after a while all you knew was sunlight and fresh air. And the worse thing is, after a while it becomes a natural thing to have nothing but sunlight and fresh air.

so when the next tunnel comes...

i guess you just don't really cherish the things you have till you lose them..and i'm not just talking about exams, but everything in general..its sad but true, isnt it?

"Late last night, I heard the screen door swing,
And a big yellow taxi took my girl away..

Now don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got till it's gone.."

sj