Everything seems so...out of focus. I'm desperately behind for studies, but as important as that is, it's not the only thing tat's bothering me. News flash..I have gathered from what i know that she is under pressure to do well for the cts..tat seems to be one reason that makes all that has happened so far fall in place, and one that allows me to hope. Hope? I was brimming with it at the start of the hols, and it seems so foolish now...I guess i can just wait for the cts to end, and hope tat all things turn out for the best..seems to be the only thing i can do anyway...
It's so ironic isnt it? On one hand i'm wishing that the hols will stretch out as long as they can, that the cts will be pushed back to some dark corner where they can be forgotten and i can be happy and free to watch the world cup and read and play all i want. Sounds really childish i guess, but if you could, wouldnt you just stop time for a while during the hols, and go out to enjoy the sun? or just sit down for a good read or a match? Can you honestly say no? remember how nicely the morning sun falls on you, warming you up from the outside all the way deep within your very soul? remember how it feels like to be able to do anything you want without having to worry about impending exams and deadlines? if you have forgotten, you are a true blue singaporean student.
but i digress.
On the other hand though, the end of the cts would mean the moment of truth, or at least the gradual dawning of it.
so you see how i'm torn between these two thoughts? i wish for one and pray for the other.
now i know why like long rides, esp on the bus. you travel miles, but you do not move an inch from your seat. Time passes like the miles, but you sit back and rest. you have time to think. time to reflect. you are not bothered by the passing time or miles.
seems that this piece of writing is unorganised, with bits and pieces here and there. well, suits my present frame of mind perfectly. have econs make up lesson tmr, followed by a cip camp. havent handed up an overdue econs essay. Guess which of the two activities i'm looking foward to.
sj
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