Oh dear, etrio, troubled by the same thing. All with the same encounters. What can i say, we are the trio after all. It is just amazing what our hormones can do to us so subtley. It is always a decision of following the heart or following the mind. Striking a balance, that is the most important thing, i must say.
Take a stand, stand by it, and never look back, and have no regrets. That way, you can never go wrong. Never, let me stress that again, never. Well, if you wonder why i was curious about it for a while, i think i guessed it, and well, its true. The line between a friend and someone more is so thin, so small...
Sigh, the power of love is so great, it is becoming a caffeine, keeping me awake on nights when i should be too shagged to even open my eyes. Instead of being dead tired in the morning, my mind is very clear. Thts the power. Yet it is not because im receiving it. Rather, it is placed just out of reach. To yearn for it so so so much, only to realise the impossible, is so painful. And that pain is now haunting me.
Haunt me, you will. Succumb, i will not. I am trying and trying to be a just a friend. And i must say, after guitar where my feelings were taken to the extreme, i could deal with whatever that is thrown at me much more easily. After being overwhelmed by the immense feeling of love, loss and pain, a resistance has developed. The ability to resist love. I don't know how long it will last, but if it is not going to be mutual, then i hope the wall never breaks. At least, the pain will not strike twice.
On a more happy note, I MADE IT TO THE DSO AND DSTA SCIENCE SYMPOSIUM! which means a chance to win $1000. Well, wish me the best of luck.
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