Today was the last day of normal lessons, or at least till the prelims are over. Two years sound like a long time, but now that my jc life is almost officially over, it seems but a mere flash. Soon the prelims will come, followed by the As, and then my jc life would really be over. Will i leave empty and broken?
Had class lunch today. Doubt that it will be the last, in view of the probable post prelims and As celebrations in the near future, yet the sense of finality is all too palpable. Hardly got to talk with her, but then again, it's not like i have much to say anyway. Or rather, there is nothing much that i can say without making things awkward all over again. Disappointingly, the lunch was a - how do i put it - bland affair. Hardly something you would want to remember your two years in rj by. It shouldn't be like that. Really.
Bah. Me and my hopelessly ideal expectations. He that hopes high falls a long way to the ground.
It's sad really. Pathetic even. But you can never control how you feel can you? Perhaps i can try to get my expectations back to reality. Perhaps i can try to forget abt her. And perhaps pigs do roam the sky.
sj
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